It’s so unfair the way certain events take place in life. The way they stack up on top of each other until you feel like you don’t have the emotional capacity to deal or think positively anymore.
I can honestly say I am spent. I’m checking out emotionally. I refuse to react to or feel anything meaningful because all that you build up & believe in will one day be crushed & ruined. You’ll be let down & heartbroken. I just feel like everything good is only temporary. Nothing gold can stay.
I don’t know how much more my heart can take.

Just stop.
Seriously. Just stop & leave me alone. You have no idea what I’m going through & it goes far beyond what you think.

But see, that’s the thing. I don’t hide. In fact, I invite you & the rest of the “Anons” to step up & actually say everything to my face & I would, to all of you.
I think it’s ridiculous that you all keep writing me anonymous messages over & over again. Like, what would happen if I took away the choice to write me anonymously?
Oh, that’s right. You all would be silent. I would never hear anything from any of you again because you can’t hide behind that wall. Which makes you all pathetic.
And the only reason why I haven’t switched that setting after the first message I got was because I wanted to see if it would ever stop. If you were actually decent, mature people & realized that writing to me anonymously isn’t the right way to go about things. If any of you would actually have the guts. But you don’t. None of you do.

I needed a night like tonight. Filled with friends who I haven’t seen in a while & good times that last until the sun comes up. Very thankful for what I have when I feel like a lot is missing.
Sweet dreams.

Some people are just stupid. Plain old stupid. You have no idea the happenings of one persons life. You only know your own assumptions and prejudices against them. Well it’s time to stop talking out of your assholes and time to start figuring out what’s going on. Stop hiding behind the Internet and an anonymous name. If you can’t say what you want to that persons face then you probably shouldn’t be saying it at all.




Thank you for this.
You da best <3

then you should use an old school diary. getting a reaction is your goal.
Holy shit. This is now just getting laughable.
How about you stop being so concerned with what I write? LIVE YOUR LIFE & STOP OBSESSING OVER MINE.



